Eden was a stretch of snowy white with large patches of ice sprinkled everywhere. To the distance there were rich blue seas, the kind that gave slight pangs of fear to your heart for how unfathomably dark and deep they are… your imagination running wild with the possibilities of their depths, and what they may contain. Ice caps and froth were gathered in throngs, bobbing in accordance to incoming wave’s pulls. Life in the lands of Eden was sparse, if not near nonexistent. Perhaps if you watched closely, tentatively, you might catch a bird fluttering across the celestial canvas, or see a snow hair dart across the frozen tundra. Aside from these rare signs of life, this territory was vacant, derelict… of alabaster, and nothingness.
In the distance, a storm brews. The skies are slathered in gray, pregnant clouds that were ready to burst. Thunder echoes off the snowy slopes of Eden, while lightning flashes in dances across the ocean bordering the territory. Nestled near the ocean that’s gradually growing restless is a small cliff face and, beneath it’s jut that extends in a humble view of the ocean, is a cave known as Quel’Als -- Eden’s den.
The she-wolf’s tortured, fevered mind knew not what sanctuary was, not even in sleep. Tossing and turning within the confines of Quel’Als, the Dire’s head was a maelstrom of memories. Black lips were drawn back, exposing a pearly-white snarl, as the snippets of what once was became more vivid.
Just a puppy, she remembers the suffering and pain of Devil’s Backbone--that the barren waste provided no water, no food, only the promise of death. Demons plagued the territory, ravaging the already parched lands. She remembers the holy bruises, sweet infections, the sorrows of loss, and the emptiness of loneliness… but most of all, she remembers the fear, the constant, never-ending fear.
She had found refuge in a cave. Shinny felt starvation take its toll on her already malnourished body, and she knew the end would come soon. Like a sniveling coward, she had chosen to starve over searching for food--over the possibility of being ripped to shreds, and having her innards feasted on while she was still alive. At least this form of death would be, to an extent, peaceful.
Her head rolls to the right to be placed between her ebony paws, as the muscles of her eyebrows wilt into a frown. Once fiercely taut lips were pulled down at their corners, and the wrinkles along the bridge of the Wind Rider’s nose had disappeared. Her expression was indefinable, almost lost…
Images of Black Eye filled Shinny’s mind, bringing warmth to the arctic touch of darkness. His smile made her heart flutter in ways that it never had before, and his unconditional love had filled missing pieces of her life. He was not a Dire wolf, he was just a creature of neutrality -- not Light, nor Dark. Black Eye and Shinny both knew the hardship of loss, and used each other to replace their lost families.
Memoirs of Dark Opal, Black Eye’s pack, flooded her. A year she spent here, blossoming into nearly a full-grown wolf, in the company of Black Eye and Dark Opal’s members. There were no whispers in her head back then, only peace…
It had been so long since she had seen Black Eye in this way. It was like her memories had somehow preserved him exactly as he was, making him untouchable to time itself. She couldn’t barricade herself, especially not in her dreams, for what happened next, though.
Pain. Deep, bottomless pain, and hatred--oh, the hatred. The madness overrode everything else, as she was devoured inside out by her loathing. Her fury knew no boundaries, mercy or discrimination. It was universal, and there would be Hell to pay.
Black Eye looked painfully serene. No heart beat in his chest, and his body had grown stiff from rigor mortis. The Dire wolf’s mind would forever remember this image, for it was the first time she remembered seeing death. What she immortalized the most with her recollection is that it was a beautiful day; Mother Nature’s symphony played in the background, as the sun shone down magnificently on Dark Opal’s landscapes. And yet, despite these radiant conditions, Death was right there before her very eyes, permanent, unjust, and very, very real.
At first, she had expected the world to come to a stop. Black Eye, her other half, had passed away. Why did no one else seem to notice? Why was this Realm not thrown into chaos? But, as time passed on, Shinny came to realize that only her world had come to a stop, and only her world had been thrust into turmoil by this loss. The members of Dark Opal would grieve, but not like Shinny did.
A low whimper escapes her mouth--a low, pitiful sound. Perhaps the only time such a noise would be heard from the Wind Rider.
Perched on a cliff face neighboring Devil’s Backbone and Dark Opal’s territory, the Dire wolf mourned to a blood red sky. Her wolf cries were beautiful in a dismal sort of way.
And then, for a long time, there was only darkness. The blackness that made her feel empty, with fear crawling in her hollow insides--the kind that plagued her childhood… You see, Shinny was no longer living, but simply existing. Only this, and nothing more.
Tossing and turning, her insides were burning…
It’s a year after Black Eye’s death now. She’s exploring the no wolf zone between Evil Wind and Timberfalls when she encounters a male Dire wolf named Black Lightning. He was… a remarkable creature. The only wolf Shinny has ever adored in the way a lover would, but he sought only companionship. The reigns of his heart were pulled by a deceased mate so, to compensate with the ache in his chest, he used Shinny to fulfill it.
The image she sees in her head now is pristine. Shinny remembers everything of this day, down to the breeze being downwind. Lady Luna was a faint, distant crescent in the sky, as the sun slowly sagged in a recede behind the horizon. Colors of a flesh wound painted the empyrean, littering it with dull but extravagant stars. He was there, gazing into the pool of water down below. Black Lightning reminded her of Black Eye, from the multiple shades of dark brown and black of his pelt to the mannerisms he held. Memories of Black Eye had flooded her in that moment… And then Shinny… snapped. It was the first time she ever attacked anyone without any reason other than her heart and desires willed her to, yet she did so with dexterity. By the end, Black Lightning had her by the throat, and had shown her mercy. From there grew a beautiful friendship, and an endless love that was one-sided. But as we all know, love can be a double sided sword. Her love for Black Lightning drove her into a madness.
The pitter-patter of rain is heard in scattering drops across the rocky top of Quel’Als, before it begins to poor down in sheets. Usually this would stir Shinny from her fevered dreams, but today is different--she’s locked away, as if a prisoner…
It’s been half a year. Black Lightning lay broken, battered and beaten on the ground, resting in a pool of his own blood. This was the second time Shinny cried, and mourn she did. He was dying right before her eyes, and there was nothing she could do about it. Her small, lithe form curled up besides his, trying to nurse his wounds to somehow bring him away from the brinks of death.
It didn’t take long for him to die. His condition had been more than just critical. Black Lightning’s body had been torn to mere ribbons by the fang and claw of which he had lived by. With his last words, he said that he was happy that he’d finally be moving on to the afterlife… so he could finally see her.
That moment never left Shinny. It’s always in the back of her head, eating away at her. In a time where she should feel nothing but melancholy, she was overwhelmed with rage. He had proclaimed his love with his dying breaths for the she-wolf Shinny could never measure up to.
Twice she was abandoned by death.
Lightning strikes in the background, as the cloudy skies wreak havoc on the frozen tundra of Eden. The oceans bordering Eden roar, slapping in frothing waves against the arctic land as ice caps crack in violent crescendos. The rain has become so violent now that it’s rising at alarming rate, along with the water level… Freezing water that happens to be increasing in lapping waves to the entrance of Quel’Als.
Dragging Black Lightning’s body to the river had been quite the feat. Pushing him into the water was one of the hardest things she had ever done -- letting him go, that is. As he was pulled by the current and into its depths, a large part of Shinny went with him, too. It was something that could never be recovered, and she was forever broken by this.
Shinny died that night. Not in a way of body, heart, and mind, but fell into a soulless paralysis. All life that Black Lightning had breathed into her was taken away in the blink of a watering eye, and she was left with nothing but her loneliness, ache and fear.
But fear, what an ugly thing it is. It drives even the strongest into a delirious, crazed condition, paving their walkways with self-destruction and massacres. It can turn even the noblest of wolves into killers.
She wants to watch the world burn.
And, as if a dam had been broken, the water comes forth with thunderous ferocity. In just three seconds, there’s already a foot of icy cold water in Quel’Als. Jostled violently from her dream, the Wind Rider’s eyes snap wide open… to only fall shut in a flutter as the back of her cranium ricochets off of a outcropping rock on Quel’Als’s stony wall. Unconsciousness nearly claims Shinny, and a dazed, confused she-wolf is faced with quite the predicament.
For a second, the Wind Rider doesn’t think, just reacts. Her wings extend, crashing into the stone walls besides her, as she realizes that this den is quite… well, lacking in space; chunks of granite tumble down, as the cobble acts like an anchor on her wings. She struggles against these bindings for an extended period of time and, as her wings flap in helpless fashion when they became freed, the water is now to her neck.
Water is now entering Quel’Als at lightning fast pace, creating a backward suction -- in other words, in the exact opposite direction that Shinny needs to go! Her wings crash into the water and into the walls as her paws work fiercely against the pull that’s dragging her ultimately back toward a watery grave.
And then she sees it… a large, torpedo shape heading straight toward her. As it nears, its silhouette becomes more detailed. It was something that Shinny has never seen before; prehistoric it looked, with scales covering its body, and two large, bulging eyes that glowed in the darkness of the waters. Its lower body resembled an eel, until you saw its tail -- long and thin, it lashes against the current, forcing it forward with the momentum of a bulldozer. Its mouth unhinges, revealing three different rows of pointed teeth, as a loud, high pitched noise emanates from its depths. This noise could be heard from above, but only to the keenest of ears -- its like an alien shriek, resonating out with deafening decibel that seemed to be amplified by the water. Its mass was… impossible, it seemed. It was, just simply put, giant.
The monster comes crashing into Quel’Als, but only its head can fit. Its eyes seemed to glow even more fiercely as it encountered this obstacle, and its mouth opened to its fullest -- calling out, shrieking, and wailing, as its jaws then snapped shut. Of course Shinny moved backward toward the further more wall, but not in time to be completely safe from harm. Its mouth opened and snapped close again, this time snaring one of the Wind Rider’s wings.
She yelped out in surprise and pain, but mostly from how lethal the creature’s teeth were; like thousands of needles, they pierced effortlessly into the feather, flesh, muscle and bone, cleaving violently to take a giant chunk. Estuaries of blood oozed out into the frothing water, painting it red. When her back touched on the furthest part of Quel’Als’s walls, the Dire wolf’s eyes widened abruptly, realizing her predicament.
Water continues to poor in, rapidly filling the sanctuary of Quel’Als up. The very place that was her only means of safety was going to become her grave! Either she could drown, or she could try to escape…
The serpent-like creature shrieks out again, wildly pushing into the insides of the cave. The entrance was nearly beginning to crumble from the brute strength of the beast, as dollops of rock came crashing down all around Shinny.
If she didn’t do something fast, she was going to die!
OOC I didn't proof read, sorry!